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Monday, September 11, 2006

Vacations 1

1978 I came down with something awful and my parents told me it was my fault for doing this and that. Yeah, like my sickness is some punishment. They have no idea how much pain I am in. They put me in a stark, dark, scary kitchenete motel in Gunnison. I barf my guts out all day while my dad is out exploring and hiking. My mom stays with me and cooks me chicken soup with the scary utensils in the motel. I barf my guts out more and hallucinate with fever. The pope died and now they want to watch the funeral all night. Chanting monks and I'm hallucinating. Please let me watch comfort tv, please no chanting monks, can't you see how much pain I am in? Why do you do this to me? Make it stop! I will never forgive him for this.

2002 I am sleeping on a mattress on the floor in front of the piano. It used to be a rollaway mattress on an uncomfortable spring support, but it was unbearable. The mattress on the floor worked best. Stan bought me ampules of a strange mint-scented roll-on anti-headache treatment. I sniff it just because I like the way it smells. I'm rediscovering in Pink Floyd. I will always think of Pink Floyd when I smell the mint.

1989 It's not really a vacation, but we are in a motel. There's a big field between it and the Iowa interstate, and on this humid midsummer day, the fireflies are out. It has literally been ages since I've seen fireflies. When I would visit my grandmother, it was too late in the summer for fireflies. The last firefly I saw must have been 18 years before, when I lived in New York. Stan and I go down to the field and catch fireflies and put them in a jar, like we did when we were kids. I smell that weird bug odor that can't be described, but is instantly recognizable for anyone who's held a firefly. The next day, we will be in our new home.

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Blogger Stan said...

Every time we travel on I - 80 and go by the field where we caught the fire flies it makes me feel happy that we moved to Wisconsin.

6:42 PM  
Blogger Ann said...

I wonder what the dividing line for fireflies is. Is it the Missouri River?

7:46 PM  
Blogger Stan said...

I remember seeing them in western Kansas when my parents drove to the east coast in 1976. This was the first time I saw fire flies and there were some orange looking ones in Kansas. When we stayed in Missouri I went out at night to catch them and they were green like the ones we have here. I understand there are several species of these glowing insects and I'm sure the scope of their land goes far past the Missouri River, but it is strange that they can't be found in drier climates.

8:23 PM  
Blogger Lavender Dawn said...

oh my goodness! you were very sick. any idea what was wrong? how terrible....

5:30 PM  
Blogger Ann said...

I caught some sort of infection...strep, maybe. They took me to the doctor's after we got back home and they did a strep test, but for some reason they said I didn't have strep. Except I didn't get better. My throat was so sore and I had a horrible fever and I still kept barfing my guts out. Finally, they decided to give me antibiotics anyway (this was before I was allergic to antibiotics) and WITHIN A DAY I got better FAST.

There is so much doctors don't know and can't determine from their little tests.

I had lost so much weight after that sickness (not that I had a lot to begin with at that time in my life...I have plenty to give up now!!!) and that fall I kept losing a lot of hair. Each hair that would come out had a colorless area of growth about half an inch long near the root. I determined that the colorless growth started when I was sick.

9:30 PM  
Blogger Lavender Dawn said...

wow! how odd! i am glad they medicated you!

11:25 PM  
Blogger Ann said...

Me too. It was awful! I thought I was going to die. I sure got a lot of awful stuff in high school through college, and then my bout with mono when I was 27 (then, they *shouldn't* have treated me with antibiotics, but they did, which made the mono worse ((they didn't know I had mono)) and elevated my liver functions and sealed my fate with antibiotic allergies...pushed me over the limit.

I never have strep-like stuff anymore, fortunately,, because I wouldn't be able to take regular antibiotics for it.

9:19 AM  

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