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12:20:2002 Entry: "Ann : DREAM - White Guilt"

DREAM - White Guilt

I think I was at a former place of work. There weren't too many people there, but I do remember some friends I went to high school with. They were having a lottery, and the prize was a used Cadillac. The lottery was being held in a large room like an auditorium, and the rules were if you left the auditorium, you'd be eliminated from the lottery. I didn't really care if I won it or not, but I heard these former high school friends talking and they were saying how they really wanted the car. Since these were people who were *given* cars by their parents in high school, and since I obviously got zilch from my parents (not to mention *charged* to drive their car), I felt I needed to win the car instead of them; it just wouldn't be right if they won it. They were talking about how one of them was going to win the car, and I responded by saying that I was going to stay put in the auditorium until I was the last one there, and I'd pee in my pants if I had to. There was a young black guy there, and for some reason I felt sorry for him because I knew he had less than I did (oh please, how bleeding heart liberal...I can't believe I'd dream something so PC like this), so I didn't mind if he won the car instead of me, but I wasn't going to let those spoiled white females get it.

1 Comments

Add A large room
like an auditorium, be eliminated from my
parents.

Posted by aseyelum @ 11:08:2002:03:02 PM CST

By Ann @ 20:25 AM CST:12:20:02 ..::Link::..