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12:20:2002 Entry: "Ann : I just remembered more DREAMage from last night"

I just remembered more DREAMage from last night

I was in a room with a bunch of people. It was like a family reunion, but as you know I have no family, so it must have been Stan's family or something. There was a guy who was photographing us, and I was hanging onto a doorjam and posing for the camera, but he didn't take a picture because we all weren't ready yet. He had us get into a room and be seated around tables and desks (like school) until everyone was ready, namely Stan. It appeared that Stan was talking to someone in another room, like an office, as if he had to take care of business or something that couldn't wait. So as we were all waiting on Stan to finish up, I looked around the room and saw a friend that I had in high school/college who IRL committed suicide about 17 years ago. I say his name and look at him, but he wouldn't respond to me. It was like he was avoiding/ignoring me. I felt very slighted, especially after all I had done for him (I was practically his only friend at the time he went boi-oi-oing and had given him emotional support), but then the Lou Reed song from Berlin, "Sad Song" popped into my head to console me:

"I'm going to stop wasting my time, somebody else would've broken both of her arms."

1 Comments

Everyone was a
room with a
picture because we all have
been family.

Posted by aseyelum @ 11:08:2002:02:43 PM CST

By Ann @ 20:25 AM CST:12:20:02 ..::Link::..