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12:20:2003 Entry: "Ann : DREAM: Pastry with beard hair"

DREAM: Pastry with beard hair

I was watching something on TV about a woman with mental illness whose name began with "P." Suddenly I was there with her, sitting in her kitchen. She served me some bakery that was like the Czech bakery my mom sometimes makes. I'm not sure if Stan was with me or not; I think he was, but there was a man in the kitchen with us who bore an incredible resemblance to Stan's biodad. He was also spouting off a bunch of crazy topics, that the "P" woman seemed to fall in line with, so I assume it *was* Stan's biodad. As I was eating the bakery, I noticed there was a hair in it. As to not appear the bad guest, I tried to bite around the hair, but it eventually ended up in my mouth. I discreetly removed it, but it stuck to my fingers. I looked at it and noticed it looked just like the man's beard hair. I wiped it against the chairback I was sitting against, and the man saw me do that, but he kept on talking. I wondered what he thought when he saw me remove his beard hair from my mouth. The house reminded me a lot of "Bohler's Hole" from Fort Collins, except it was a small single-unit bungalow as opposed to an apartment. It had that neat rounded doorway architecture like many houses did in that era, as well as some stucco on the walls, similar to our Ft. Collins Grant Street house. It was decorated mostly in dark colors. There was more detail to the dream, but hard to describe it in context. I do remember she had some chair that had two Ps embroidered on the back, like "PP" as if it were her initials, except that the first P was reversed horizontally, so the two stems of the Ps were adjacent. I have no idea what this means.

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Clearly this is just more evidance that Richard is about to pass from the realm of life into the realms of the dead. (backwards) - P and P

Posted by Stan @ 09:01:2003:05:38 PM CST

By Ann @ 20:48 AM CST:12:20:03 ..::Link::..